Had a somewhat sad conversation with my folks yesterday. I called them to check up on how they're doing, and of course, the first topic was how they're getting along considering everything, and it didn't take long for my mom to break down and start crying over the phone.
That's really unusual for my mom. She sniffles a little at funerals, and that's about it. This was a full-on spitty, snotty waterworks kind of crying, and it lasted for several minutes.
She started talking about how she never thought she'd live through a time like this, and seeing all these people dying every day on the news, and watching news stories about suicides increasing dramatically, people out of work, etc and she just broke down and started crying.
I'd be interested in the psychology behind all this, as I know the younger people in my family feel more inconvenienced than anything else, and my siblings (the next generation up) are more wary but practical about things, and then my mom, who's normally pretty solid, falling apart at the mention of it.
Part of it is probably her mental state, I know she's been very stressed the last couple of years over her health and my dad's health, and maybe this is just reminding her of her own impending mortality (she'll be 82 this year). I think, for the first time, she feels like maybe there's not much else to live for.