Well, dr's say I need to take more morphine. Much more morphine to get the pain under control and have given me another prescription for time release capsules to help get me through the 4 broken ribs and if things have not settled by Friday, I'm to have bloods and another set of x-rays done to make sure that the right hand side which was OK, not great, just OK hasn't got any worse. I may have a floating section of ribs which could be causing the problems I am having which include breathing in, not out (very painful) , can't rotate the body, twist, lean or bend, can't get myself in and out of bed and can't done my lower half clothing... I was doing OK until Sunday afternoon but went down hill on what was the less painful side. It is now the most painful side and it does not help that I'm stubborn and don't want to take the level of morphine they want me on to control the pain. But I need to so... if anything I type from now on does not make sense, report it and let
@Shaun or
@morning glory sort it out and I will apologise in advance if I offend anyone. I am very tired, very sore, in a lot of pain and a touch sort tempered, But I need the company and friends I have here on CC and I need them to help keep me going please. It's rather hard right now. We get up at 6am, my OH goes off to work at 7am and I am alone until he gets home somewhere between 6-7pm. I fall asleep on the sofa around 8pm on a bad night, on a good night I actually make it to be around 9:30pm, so I have company for an entire 2-3 hours a day. And because I can't drive with the broken ribs, its hard enough being a passenger, and I can't drive with the higher dose of morphine I'm on, it means I can't even go to work with him in the morning and then drive over to a friends house in Canberra if she is able to accommodate me for the entire day.... She can't come to me because she can't drive following a really bad fall back in April when she was carrying her baby son, she protected him at a very high cost to herself and is still off work 6 months later. They operate on her in 3 weeks time to try to sort some of the issues out. She broke her shoulder in 4 places along with her elbow joint and radius (which wasn't detected at the time). Anyhow - I'm waffling because I know I am getting depressed again and am trying my hardest not to withdraw but to reach out and stay in contact with people which I am rather prone to do... so please chat... I need it. thank you for listening to the waffle. I am now going to go and try to pick the colours to finish the row I am on on my blanket. I have been trying since last night but keep getting distracted. I have at least discarded some of the ones that won't work... plus I need to water the plants in the sun room because they are going to die fi they don't get water soon... bye for now...
Did I post the x-rays of my ribs? I won't do the knee, it is a touch goory to say the least. but it at least is healing.