Hey hoy, here am I.
I have to apologize for not being on the forum, and likely won't be on very often.
I lack time and energy dramatically, I cope but it feels like an uphill struggle.
Some days I am out of home for work from 9 am to 9 pm, and caring and struggling with junior and senior issues, plus home chores, grocery shopping and all the things all of you also do...makes me feel utterly exhausted. So I will for some time pause all extra activities, regardless how lovely they may be.
Every day is a morning blood pressure and nausea and anxiety struggle, 4 out of 5 days on, sometimes it is ok, I do manage but it strains me. Sometimes I feel I will resign next week, then itgets bearable and I go on. It's possibly perimenopausal and all together, just a difficult phase.
I am optimistic and hopeful, but I really need more rest, in order to tackle the next day or next week...
Love you all